Here's my situation.
I finished my Cadet matches.....horribly. I realize stats, especially this early, mean nothing, but 0 kills, 24 deaths and 18/25 losses later, it was all I could do to keep from just uninstalling, and go play a game I'm actually good at.
I have 9.4 million Cbills to burn on that 1st owned Mech, but I don't want to buy something I'll later come to despise and I'm paralyzed in deciding what Mech is right for me, here's why:
I played all the light Mechs. On occasion I did a fair amount of damage, but where 'speed is life' for a lot of you, mostly speed was far too stressful and challenging on my old arthritic hands and lack of twitch reflexes.
I played the mediums. The venerable Centurion, with the exception of one match where the enemy team was clearly mentally challenged, usually ended up with some Clan Deity blowing my brains clean out....why a brand new player gets thrown in amongst those wolves (pun intended) is clearly beyond my comprehension..The Devs must surely hate noobs....I did, however, seem to have an affinity for aiming those SRMs
The Trial Shadowhawk, in all it's Meta glory, a monster of the battlefield in capable hands, was by far my worst showing of any Mech of any weight I tried. I am not, nor ever will be a jump sniper (which may spell my doom in playing MWO). The Mech felt clunky, unresponsive and the visibility in the cockpit was a HUGE handicap for me.
The heavies showed promise, however the weapons on that Orion seemed unable to deter TWolves, SCrows, etc. from out DPSing me long before I could find any cover. The Cataphract, well again, jump-combat eludes me, and I felt like a huge target most of the time, even when I tried torso twisting my a$$ off to avoid punishment.
The assaults? One time I almost got a few kills in that cow of a Highlander, but they were 'secured' by other pilots. Mostly it was a bad fit for me. The missile laden Catapult that cannot jump was a death trap. Even when my missiles CLEARLY hit their intended targets, red reticles and all, the actual damage was surprisingly miniscule. The Victor felt like it had a "Shoot Me" sign on it and I rarely got close enough to do real damage, or if I did, I wasn't alive long enough to sustain it.
I want to spend that 9-ish million on a Mech that suits me, but have NO idea what the hell that would even be, especially with the pittance I earned after 25 matches.
In theory, I'd like something kind of "tanky" that can deal a big damage blow up front then retreat a bit to cool down. I'm fond of autocannons, especially the AC/20 and SRMs with artemis would be great too. Speed between 70-90 when tweaked would be sufficient enough for me.
I don't want a medium, pretty sure a heavy, MAYBE an assault would be ideal. What really, really sucks is that the Mechs I would love to play, either by PGI's scaling, or the meta & clan tech of this game, are pretty much turds by any sensible players standards.
TBolts are wide as an Awesome, an Awesome simply isn't, Jagers are glass cannons and Orions do nothing other Mechs can't do better. The Phract 3D would take me a month of grinding to buy & outfit, the Misery is the only Stalker with a ballistic weapon.
So here I sit, looking at a meager 9.4 million in currency with not the foggiest clue what the hell to buy.
Sure, I could just break out the credit card next week on payday and buy a Clanner, or wait till damned near 2015 to buy a good one with Cbills. But honestly, I'd like to be playing NOW, in my shiny new, hard earned Mech.
Ponderous man, ponderous
Constructive advice entirely welcomed, thanks in advance.
*** edited for typos
Edited by The Central Scrutinizer, 28 July 2014 - 03:12 AM.