I'm not necessarily married to the meta....my best statistical performance as well as enjoyment, have all come from the Stalker 5M and the Cataphract 1X.
In a nutshell, what the dream mech I'm shopping for, but likely won't find, damn me for dreaming

would offer the following, maybe you guys can recommend a mech that allows the best compromise. It'd be
GREATLY appreciated.
Priority One, as much of this as possible:
A ballistic weapon larger than an AC2 but not Gauss....even before the charge-up, statistically I did sub par.
One ranged energy weapon or combo that disregards ghost heat, ala no 3 large lazorzz....
Able to survive a direct hit and if it needs an XL, it's side torsos are accomadating.
AMS if possible.
Speed between 65kph to 90kph, lots of flexibility there.
Won't burn my pizza on the dash if I alpha at 75-77% on the heat scale to save my ***.
The Shadowhawk appealed to many of those ideas....except my dream to toss a flamer on my head or center, and not gimp the build. I never liked FoTM, have played PvP in WoW for 7+ years, always a class or spec not most desired.
Fire Mage anyone?
I'm open to any idea to spark my return to this game once a severed tendon in my index finger recovers, 2-4 more weeks. Replace the S Hawk with something I may like to shoot you with better!