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[Monkeystador]

The meaning of random is not clear to everyone here as it seams... You can even have a sequence of 100 jams, that is still random, but of course unlikely. The nature of random systems are simply that we perceive them and think we see a pattern. But that pattern is just a coincidence. The effect of a random system. Sample a random system over time though it should even out if the algorithm is good. That calculation and data recognition however is not possible for a human.
The way that OP writes is more like no,no,no i am sure, that coincedence doesnt happen to me. I know how the random system of jamming feels. But you dont, you cant, it is impossible, it is not about you OP, it is about the nature of humans to recognise patterns and the it fools you.
You have to accept that random can feel like a pattern and is perceived as one 100% but it is still random coincidence.
In your case this is compounded with self deception. You had the idea! that it changed and your mind rationalized it into a though that would make it true for you. Humans do that alot. Selfdeception, it very common.