It's okay. You can admit it, too. You're not alone. Lots of people have bought the RVN-2X, it's nothing to be ashamed of. After all, Ravens are cool, and that 3L is pretty expensive to kit out. There's nothing wrong with wanting to try a less expensive chassis first, or even in buying a variant of the 3L to get those shiny Elite efficiencies for the 3L.
You didn't do anything wrong, and Bad 'Mechs Anonymous' four-step program will not only help you realize that, but maybe even help you get some real use out of your RVN-2X.
Step One: Admit that your RVN-2X is not, and never will be, an RVN-3L.
This is not only the first step, but the most important step of all. Many RVN-2X players compare their 2X variant Raven to their 3L. It's a natural comparison to make, but it's also one that can only lead to anger. Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
Instead, realize your RVN-2X's differences from the RVN-3L. Learn to accept them, even cherish them, for it's the RVN-2X's differences that make it unique. Your RVN-2X will never go over a hundred and fifty kilometers an hour, nor will it disappear into the mists with the ECM equipment it can never mount – but that's okay. It's not the end of the world. Without the ability to carry a high-rated engine and ECM, your RVN-2X has the ability to carry a significantly heavier armament than its shinier, socially acceptable brother. Your RVN-2X can do this while still remaining nimble and maneuverable. Why not make use of that?
Step Two: Redefine your RVN-2X's goals.
The RVN-2X is a p!ss-poor scout 'Mech. It's not a terribly good skirmishing harasser, either – it's too slow for either job even with its highest-rated engine. Remember Step One – your RVN-2X isn't an RVN-3L, and will never play like one. Trying to make it do the same job as an RVN-3L will only lead to anger. Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
Instead, redefine your RVN-2X's goals. You're a terrible scout and a mediocre forward skirmisher – what else is there that your RVN-2X can do? Could you rebuild your RVN-2X to act as a surprisingly heavily-armed escort unit for your team's large, valuable assault 'Mechs? Yes! Remember – your RVN-2X is still a light 'Mech. It's nimble and light on its feet even if it's also still slow, and nobody bothers targeting a non-ECM Raven unless the Raven's pilot is dumb enough to be the first thing their enemy sees. Don't act like a typical light 'Mech, because you're not in one. With the right mindset and the right configuration, your RVN-2X can still be a valuable asset to your team – and the assault 'Mech you're guarding will be grateful for your assistance!
Step Three: Redesign your RVN-2X.
Now that you've accepted what your RVN-2X cannot do, and redefined for yourself what your RVN-2X can do, it's time to actually boot up MechWarrior Online, go into MechLab, and head to that dark, dusty corner of your hangar where your RVN-2X has been hiding, away from the light and the pain of its shortcomings. Apologize to your RVN-2X, and tell it that its day in the limelight has come at last. No more anger. No more hate. No more suffering.
Instead, give your RVN-2X an armament heavier than many medium 'Mechs see. Once you accept that your RVN-2X can never truly be fast, you'll find that it doesn't really need that expensive, awkward-for-anything-else 245XL you never bothered to save for in the first place. The 210XL you got out of your RVN-3L is just fine for your RVN-2X. You're an escort machine – why do you need to go more than twice as fast as the things you're protecting? Instead, save tonnage for that outsized armament that'll let you really argue the point with anyone trying to bother your charge.
Your RVN-2X is not a scout. It's not a spotter, it's not a skirmisher or a disruptive element. The RVN-2X configuration was designed by the Federated Suns to turn a tricksy but ultimately failed Capellan chassis into a straight-up fighter. Let your inner Davion shine, and don't put any extra electronics in your RVN-2X. No TAG, no BAP. You have five weapon hardpoints – why not use each of them for a weapon?
Your RVN-2X's large laser will let it add extra emphasis to its charge's own long-distance attacks. You're no HBK-4SP, sitting just below the hill and twiddling its thumb actuators until something actually threatens its charge in close range. Get up there and help! Snipe alongside your charge, help him even as he's helping you. And when enemies finally do close in and seek to destroy your charge in the heat and madness of the brawl...show them why they were wrong to dismiss your RVN-2X as a threat. Show them what three medium pulse lasers and an SRM-6 can do when they're too busy with your charge to defend against you properly. Show light 'Mechs why weaponry, not necessarily speed, is a light hunter's greatest weapon.
Show them that you're not ashamed of your RVN-2X anymore.
Step Four: Don't be a bad pilot.
It is inarguable that your new RVN-2X OKUU variant escort Raven runs hot. In fact, it runs really hot – if you run it that way. Firing all of your weapons at their maximum cycle rates will shut you down in short order, and then your charge will be defenseless. Getting blown up while shut down due to overuse of your otherwise-awesome armament will only lead to anger. Anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
Instead, exercise proper trigger discipline. You have multiple weapons and multiple weapon groups – make use of them. My own Okuu keeps four groups – one for all three pulse lasers, one for the two arm-mounted lasers, one for the large laser, and one for the missiles. Use your weapon groups to keep a tight rein on your heat bar and fire only what you can sustain. Don't use your large laser in close combat unless you have no choice, or unless doing so will net you a serious advantage. Remember your arm-lasers group is also your riding-the-heat-curve group. Work with your charge to capitalize on your enemy's mistakes and dismantle her without cooking yourself.
Conclusion: It'll be okay.
You weren't the first to buy an RVN-2X. You won't be the last. The RVN-2X may well be the red-headed stepchild of the Raven family, but that doesn't mean you can't make it work to the best of its own abilities. You may need to pilot your RVN-2X in order to get efficiencies for your RVN-3L. You may have just snagged an RVN-2X at some point because you like Ravens, and the 2X tickled your fancy before you knew any better. Whatever your reason, by following Bad 'Mechs Anonymous' four-step program you can overcome your bitterness and buyer's remorse and get your RVN-2X efficiencies without anger, hate, or suffering. Who knows? You may even wind up with a certain sneaking fondness for your RVN-2X and the nice little zing of vindication you feel any time you destroy an enemy with a 'Mech considered to be one of the worst in the game.
I know I did, and I'm sure you can, too.
Edited by 1453 R, 21 April 2013 - 10:11 AM.