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As everyone else said tho, you shouldn't be using a trial anything, much less a trial Atlas. Think of it this way, if nothing else, those 100 tons of useless you're soaking up is tons other people on your team can't be putting to good use. You're crippling your team. If you took a garbage light or medium, its not so bad because that's less tons you're using up. Please, for your team's sake, stop using trial heavy and assault mechs.
Buy and outfit something cheap to get started. The Atlas is my favorite mech too(of those currently available), but before I got my first one(I have 3 mastered) I started with Commandos, then mastered Hunchbacks, then mastered Dragons, then Awesomes, and finally Atlases... By the time I got my Atlas I could wreck face with it and it is truly to be feared on the battlefield.
My suggestion is to work your way up to it gradually, not only will it be rewarding when you can finally afford to buy and outfit one, but you'll know how to use it.