What he's really scared of is showing his load out only to be countered by(crazy or awesome, what's the difference?) building skills.
He knows it. I know it. Y'all should too. We could go back and for forth a while, because load outs really are like chess. The META is only Meta for a certain playing style. And if he's as good as he thinks he is, he'll know that. Change the style? The META changes. Different group combat tactics? With good communication and coordination? You could make about any mix of loadouts Meta, with the right tactics.
That's what really scares the metaphiles. They worked hard to develop those tactics, be a shame if someone came up with a different way of doing it, that still works, maybe even better.
Y'all realize I'm essentially challenging him to a Dance Off?
With the final 2 or 3 round being live fire.
It's pretty close to the clan method of dispute resolution. They start with underbidding each other back and forth, and since I already started with a light... well, I do have to reserve the right to a Butterbee if he pulls out a Piranha. It's like 87 dimension chess. But for most fights I'll go with a kit fox. I guess he thinks he won't have to work for it. Which is why Jarl's list is
Frankly, I don't blame him for being hesitant. His reputation on the line against a "newbie"? A Newb who is Piloting a Solaris Tier 7 Kit Fox? Can you imagine the hit to his reputation if he lost?
People be like "WTF Ash, how could you let CherokeeRose beat you like that?
And the real kicker, is that we'd only fight- if we both thought our load out would win in that fight.