I'm a Johnny at heart, Now. I used to be a Spike.
It's ALL about style and panache. Or damn well should be.
I was a Spike, in several games, and notched more wins under my belt (races won, and top 2% lap times in Forza, pvp Stomps Won in Star Trek Online to such an extent I had a 98.4% match victory rate, just two name the 2 I put the most effort into) than I care to think about. I discovered one thing, once I got to the top of the heap or near it in STO in particular.
It Gets Boring up there, particularly in games with very small communities (something this and STO have in common), when you know that in a 5v5, that you can que up, and win 90 percent of your games, and win more than that queing with anyone with a modicum of talent. I probably have more 15 and 0 Stomps saved in my sto screen shot folder, than alot of Spikes in this game have saved Match Results in their mwo folders. Between this, and the lack of support Cryptic continued to demonstrate towards pvp I left.
I went to Forza4. Where I discovered in R3, in a Nascar Car of all things I could hit the top 2 percent in my class on almost any track. Let alone when I broke out the Meta Cars. Top 100s weren't uncommon in R3 and R2 for me. A class I'd often hit the 200s (out of 200,000 + Top Lap times) in the non meta cars. I discovered there too, that I was starting to get bored once I started using the meta cars. I had more fun slinging around Camaros, Firebirds, etc than I ever did grinding out laps in my Lotus Exige (the top meta car in A and S) even if they were more than a second off the pace. It became more fun to win with style, than it did with a car that well, let's face it in that game could pretty much faceroll it's way into victory lane with very low effort from the driver. Forza4, is where I started becoming more Johnny than Spike.
Once in a great while the Spike comes out in me, and I'll go fetch my dragonslayer and arm it meta style. Then I'll remember why I got so revolted with this game's current meta and put it right back away, and pretend very hard that I never did it, and get right back into my Dragons, Thunderbolts, Catapults, Centurions, Jenners, Atlases (RS and DDC), and laser boating battlemaster.
I'd love to be a Spike again, There were a Few ways to truly be a Spike in STO. (the problem there was the player base nor devs supported longevity in play... it got to a point where I recognized most anyone that was a Regular pvper in STO and I could pretty much tell you what their buff and debuff cycles were going to be at the START of the match), but I know at the end of the day... as long as the Meta in this game remains unchanged, I'm not going to have any fun. It'll be driving the Lotus Exige all over again.
It's why I also don't fully practice the Advent Battleball in Sins of a solar empire. It's more stylish to win with frigates, and fighters, with a Battleship bringing guns to bear, and play a culture expansion war, than to play around with a healer cap ship, some heal cruisers, and illuminator frigates purely otherwise. (much to one of my friend's aggravation.) If I can be effective enough to win, and win regularly, with a more pleasing stylish flair then why the hell not?
Edited by Mavairo, 24 June 2014 - 04:04 PM.