Having been back only two weeks after being gone for years I was getting slightly dejected over the apparent loss to win ratio despite my efforts (which were not always enough to win, so there is that) or the team in general.
I had been trying all these cheese youtuber builds for one, not being patient, or to timid when needing to be aggressive, etc. I thought brawling was dead and replaced by cheesy medium to long range sniping and the seemingly new (to me at least) "light meta".
I tried all this crap and was marginally successful in playing a couple OP lights, cheese builds or straight sniper configs, but not enough to feel like I was doing my 100% best.
Just in the last two days I realized that I needed to go back to solid builds that are designed to push out the alpha damage they are meant to at the role they were designed for (with a few exceptions until I learn the mech's capability) and went back to brawling in almost all my Assaults and Heavies, skirmishing in my Mediums and multi-role in my Lights as needed.
I have stopped obsessing over the win or loss for the most part and realized I just need to dish out the most damage I can in order to attain the goal of making 250k-450k cbills per match and an = or + PR, win or lose.
The realization that most, not all, of these youtubing cheese builds were designed to be run with a full lance of premades on comms and the "fabulous wins" displayed are cherry picked. I went back to the basics of letting the pawns and meat shields go first while I farm damage, do my part based on my build designed around mostly alpha strikes doing 3-5 alphas before heat max. Rinse and repeat since I am technically a filthy casual in the QPlay/PUGs.
Since then I have a net positive on wins, more importantly to me, my cbills earnings per match went up and my PR stabilized and started increasing....win or loss.
Lastly, I am looking forward to the MM changes this month to see how that changes the win/loss ratios in QPlay. There are far to many premades running wild on solo casuals in QPlay which is 50% of the reason for these unbalanced matches.
No offense meant to the "youtubers" either. I want to thank Sean Lang, TTB, Bardul and even TheB33F for all their videos, Bardul and TTB being the most entertaining for me

It did help me immensely to get back into the saddle.
Edited by BellatorMonk, 16 July 2022 - 01:29 PM.